The hell is still going on

For the people that read the post before, if you thought it was bad, good news fellas....... it gets worse.

I still miss her, I still think of her, and I have come to a kind of cross road and deception in which I am deciding if love, illusions, and all that other crap are worth it, after a lot of thinking i guess not.

The trouble here is that i have been alone not for that long, but as some of you may think i feel to damn lonely, and trust me i dont want to be alone for a long time its really shitty being this way.

Ok lets change the subject a little bit apart me being blue, depressed or just sad or melancholique. Today was also shitty cuz i had french and development exams, they were the worse, and apart me being sad, you can only guess how i am feeling today.

Ohhh now i remember there is also one thing that is worse than hell, talking to the girl and trying to be like nothing happened because you dont want to make feel the other person like crap, okay i fell like hell and sometimes this depression is worse than what i guessed so fucking what????

You know what i dont wanna write anymore, i hope tomorrow its going to be another day and i'll feel better if not i dont know what im going to do.


Furby







When you look at the moon
you'll probably see a shade
for me its just another story
another story of being without you